2011/10/27

2011年10月27日 From the book

She asked me if I smoked, I was nervous. She smiled. What could I have done? She got close to me. I wanted an embrace. She frowned at me, hiding a smirk. I beer-ed myself up.

Her physical and emotional nicotine gave me a high. I was drinking in class again.

She said, "I'll call you sometime." It was clear that what she wanted she couldn't put into words or tangible feelings yet. She left, I sat in front of the TV.

Just like a violated torah, not being read, yet opened, she left me. Or was it my feelings? Unfortunately, nothing exists to cover us.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe?

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